What the f*** just happened

Couple of days prior, i had a thought which i started to explore. The thought…pack it all in and leave the country for 2, maybe 3 months! I delved straight into this thought and stayed there for about 3 hours. It just felt right. I started doing a little more research on Tuesday…when i say research, i mean a few internet searches. Surely that’s classed as research right and doing my homework?… Read More What the f*** just happened

Judgement

I woke up that day and went into my brother, Nikky’s, makeshift hospital room at home. He was at home following 9 and a half weeks in hospital, waiting to die. We knew his time was going to be up and made the decision that his final moments will be spent at home. He wasn’t speaking at this point. The toxins had entered his brain, limiting it’s function.… Read More Judgement

Direction

Sometimes I don’t really know where I’m going. I just take my next step. It’s a matter of taking that leap of faith. When I say where I’m going, I mean the actual journey; not certain of the terrain, the challenges or sometimes even how to do it! It’s a matter of knowing that I… Read More Direction

34, not out!

Birthdays used to be special. Almost felt like a secret affair. I would always hide my excitement towards them. Not share the childlike feelings of getting presents and not to forget the cash! Even as an 8 year old, I would sometimes get £300+. I loved it – mainly down to the pay day. I… Read More 34, not out!